Tuesday, July 15, 2014

A Heart Check

by Gayle Thornberry



Isaiah 1:1-17            “Like a Booth, Shelter, Besieged City”

The vision that Isaiah son of Amoz saw regarding Judah and Jerusalem during the times of the          kings of Judah: Uzziah, Jotham, Ahaz, and Hezekiah.  2-4 Heaven and earth, you’re the jury.          Listen to God’s case: “I had children and raised them well, and hey turned on me.  The ox knows     who’s boss, the mule knows the hand that feeds him, But not Israel.  My people don’t know up         from down.  Shame! Misguided God-dropouts, staggering under their guilt-baggage, Gang of   miscreants, band of vandals—My people have walked out on me, their God, turned their backs          on The Holy of Israel, walked off and never looked back.  5-9 “Why bother even trying to do   anything with you when you just keep to your bullheaded ways?  You keep beating your heads against brick walls.  Everything within you protests against you.  From the bottom of your feet to the top of your head, nothing’s working right.  Wounds and bruises and running sores—untended, unwashed, unbandaged.  Your country is laid waste, your cities burned down.  Your land is destroyed by outsiders while you watch, reduced to rubble by barbarians.  Daughter Zion is deserted—like a tumbledown shack on a dead-end street, Like a tarpaper shanty on the wrong side of the tracks, like a sinking ship abandoned by the rats.  If God-of-the-Angel-Armies hadn’t left us a few survivors, we’d be as desolate as Sodom, doomed just like Gomorrah.  10 “Listen to my Message, you Sodom-schooled leaders.  Receive God’s revelation, you Gomorrah-schooled people.  11-12 “Why this frenzy of sacrifices?”  God’s asking.  “Don’t you think I’ve had my fill of burnt sacrifices, rams and plump grain-fed calves?  Don’t you think I’ve had my fill of blood from bulls, lambs, and goats?  When you come before me, whoever gave you the idea of acting like this, Running here and there, doing this and that—all this sheer commotion in the place provided for worship?  13-17 “Quit your worship charades. I can’t stand your trivial religious games: Monthly conferences, weekly Sabbaths, special meetings—meetings, meetings, meetings—I can’t stand one more!  Meetings for this, meetings for that. I hate them!  You’ve worn me out!  I’m sick of your religion, religion, religion, while you go right on sinning.  When you put on your next prayer-performance, I’ll be looking the other way.  No matter how long or loud or often you pray, I’ll not be listening. And do you know why? Because you’ve been tearing people to pieces, and your hands are bloody.  Go home and wash up.  Clean up your act.  Sweep your lives clean of         your evildoings so I don’t have to look at them any longer. Say no to wrong.  Learn to do good.        Work for justice.  Help the down-and-out.  Stand up for the homeless.  Go to bat for the defenseless.(The Message Translation)

This morning I began a study of the book of Isaiah.  I decided I would read through one chapter a day with two questions in mind:

     1. What was God saying to the original hearers?
     2. What is God saying to me?

The first hearers of this text knew their own current reality, and yet, they didn’t!  They knew that all around them were peoples who wanted to conquer them.  They knew they were in the center of power-mongers who cared more about making a name for themselves than they did for those dwelling in the land they wanted to conquer.  They knew there was someone bigger than their own current fears and realities, God -- yet they practiced a form of worship that was ritual and not righteous.  They continued bringing their sacrifices, burnt offerings and burning of incense to God – but it was all rote, there was no heart in it, and no proof of signs of compassion, mercy and grace towards others.  They were self-focused, self-centered and their worship was no more than just checking off their list of necessary things to do, because this is who we are.  This was NOT what God wanted.   The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; the Creator of Adam and Eve; the Sustainer of Ruth and Naomi was a God of relationship and covenant, not ritual and acts of worship that deny the power thereof.
While they knew their current reality, they were not in relationship with God.  Oh, they had been at one time, but the heartaches of life, the pressures of politics both within the church and the state, the pressure for cultivating their own provision slowly eroded their faith, their trust in God, and their worship life.  There had likely been an ever increasing intrusion of negativity invading and permeating their thoughts and heart, all the while maintaining worship practices devoid of the real presence of God, and they weren’t even aware of it!

Isaiah’s call is one of sounding the alarm to wake up and realize their true condition before God.  It’s as if God wanted to snap His children out of the haze of doing and into a state of being.  Meaning, they seemed to be doing the right things, something they somehow equated with righteousness, but they weren’t “being” who God called them to be.  They weren’t making a difference, they weren’t being a blessing to the world around them and they certainly weren’t doing good, seeking justice, rescuing the orphans, or pleading for the widow.  The orphan and widows represent persons on the margins, the least, the last and the lost…those who couldn’t help themselves.  They didn’t because their lives had become all about themselves; a self-absorbed, in denial, and unproductive people.

I’m afraid when I examine my own heart, this is exactly where I have been walking.  My life is a life honestly, of doing and not being.  I’m busy serving a church, taking care of as many needs as I can, creating worship experiences, bible studies and offering myself as a sacrifice … and believe me, I feel sacrificed!  I feel empty, burned up and burned out!  How did I come to this place?  The same way these first hearers did, I allowed the enemy to warp my mind and my thinking by invading and overwhelming me with all the things that I must do to cultivate provision for the church, for her people, and for myself.  In that doing, I lost sight of being.  I found myself in the bible every day in order to produce, but not in order to worship my God.  Not in order to meet God in fellowship, insight, and the growth of my relationship with the lover of my soul.  And soon enough the proof of my reality came spilling out of my mouth in words that sound more faith-less than faithful.  The waters that run deep became stagnant pools of polluted thinking.  This “stinkin’ thinkin’” does NOT please God and actually hinders the work of God on our behalf.  I had moved out of covenant with God and like the first hears, I didn’t even know it!

But, my precious Father is unrelenting in His relationship with me.  God actually pursues us and woos us back into relationship – that is God’s heart toward His children.  However, make no mistake God will not tolerate our lackadaisical attempts we call worship apart from real relationship, evidenced by shifting the focus off of self and onto what He calls us to do.  We live in a society that is “self” driven.  We snap, snap, snap pictures of ourselves, post them to the internet for the world to join us in our self-worship!    We live lives that are centered around producing our every comfort, (in multiples mind you), cultivating our own provision while at the same time forgetting who our provider really is.  But, worse yet we attend church (if it’s convenient) and call it worship!

Thank you Almighty, most Holy, Heavenly Father for today’s revelation and reality check.  Forgive me for sinning against You!  Forgive me for walking out of covenant, while I was so busy doing what I called “Your work.”  Forgive me for my stinking thinking!  Thank you for loving me, pursuing me, and calling me back into honest, righteous relationship!

Monday, April 7, 2014

While We Wait

by Gayle Thornberry



Psalm 27:14 Wait on the Lord; Be strong, and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord!

Life is full of starts and stops, and intersections.  But the part of this journey of life that I find the most difficult is when I’m sitting at the red light, waiting, waiting, and waiting some more.  How we wait, tells a lot about us.  Do we roll up to the red light of life and turn on music, finding this a perfect time to praise God?  Do we pull out the cell phone because we can’t stand to have a moment that isn’t filled with some kind of noise, chatter, and busyness?  Do we pull up to the red light, rev up our engine, eager to feel the wind in our hair with a need for speed, that says we have not yet learned to stop and listen?  Do we roll up to the red light,  staring down the light as if by some force of our will we can make it change only to find ourselves more and more impatient and feeling like -- somehow -- red lights only happen to us?

Yeah, I’ve been all of those things … wait did I just say I HAVE been all those things?  Correction, I AM all those things.  I have sat at red lights waiting on God, crying out to God … even willing the light to change, for God to open doors, wondering impatiently why God is having me hurry up and wait.  Do you see my hands gripping the wheel of life?  Yeah, suppose that’s the problem?

You see, it’s in the waiting that we truly learn that we are not in control of the intersections God has us sitting at.  We aren’t in control of others around us, we can’t manipulate the moment when the light changes and God says “go!”  Oh sure, we can go ahead of time, and I have, only to learn its dangerous, if not deadly stuff, so I have learned to yield to the moment … but I admit, I’ve not always done so with grace. 

One thing I know for sure.  Until we learn that God alone is in control of our waiting and we lean into the moment and learn to worship . . . God will have us at many more intersections, waiting at red lights. 
This is where I am, in life, right now.  Sitting at a red light … my car fully loaded with everything I need for the journey, that, oh by the way Lord, YOU sent me on.  Others are in the vehicle with me, I am not alone, but somehow since I am at the helm, I feel like I have to make something happen.  One minute I worry others will bail and find a vehicle that is moving, going somewhere.  The next minute I relax and say “Lord, this is all about YOU if You have me waiting…I will wait.”  I turn my favorite worship CD on and praise His mighty name.  After the first song, in my impatience, I find myself clicking my nails on the wheel, or rolling my eyes in disbelief that nothing, absolutely NOTHING is moving.  The next minute I am reminded about my lack of trust in the waiting and I submit, surrender, take my hands off the wheel and relax knowing God will stir something up, and the light will change.  It’s hard to be strong, in fact, it goes against our humanness and it takes courage to say despite it all, I will wait on the Lord and do so gracefully!  So, in my resolve, I declare “You, precious Lord are in the waiting…help me with my impatience, teach me more about your silence, and fill me with the grace, to wait with JOY being my only response.”

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Trusting the Lord

by Jessica Grimbleby


Anyone who grew up in the church knows the story of Shadrach, Meshach and Abendnego. It is a great one taught in sunday school. As I was reading Daniel recently, a very powerful verse (3:18) stuck out to me. One that I don't remember from sunday school.

If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from your majesty's hand. But even if he does not, let it be knows to you, oh king, that we are not going to serve your gods or worship the image you have set up.   Daniel 3:17-18

So often we have the attitude of expectation with God. And if he doesn't come through the way we want, then we are angry/sad/disappointed with him. This shows how much we don't fully trust in him. His plans are better than our plans.

God never promised life would be easy. But he has promised to walk through life with us. Even when we find ourselves in places we don't want to be and feel like God hasn't come through in the way we wanted, we need to remember to keep our eyes fixed on him. He wants us to trust him and keep our eyes on him, no matter the situation and no matter the outcome, good or bad.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.  Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust him. Trust him fully with your life, no matter the outcome. That is what he wants.

Monday, March 3, 2014

The Joy of the Lord

by Dianne Sackrider



As I was driving to work today, I was marveling at what a beautiful morning it was.  The sun was shining, the citrus trees were blooming and sharing their fragrances and the birds were singing loud and clear.  I began to think about the goodness of God and my heart was overwhelmed with joy.  It brought me back to the scripture in Isaiah 55:12,

"So you'll go out in joy, you'll be led into a whole and complete life. The mountains and hills will lead the parade, bursting with song. All the trees of the forest will join in the procession, exuberant with applause."

Dwelling on the goodness of God is what gets us through the good times and the bad times. When I'm feeling insecure or unappreciated, I just have to think about what God has done for me. When I think about where I used to be and recognize that I'm not there anymore, I begin to smile. When I begin to smile, my attitude changes and I am once again able to walk in the joy of the Lord. Let's not get so wrapped up in the mundane that we can't recognize the goodness of God. Stop and smell the roses. Enjoy the scenery and let the praise of your mouth and the meditation of your heart be pleasing to the Lord. 

Monday, February 24, 2014

I Love Music

by Ev Horne



I love music.  I love all kinds of music, except for opera, maybe.  Do you like music? I pretty much stick to Christian music nowadays.  It’s uplifting and encourages me.  Sometimes, it brings me to my knees in worship of the One who saved me. It speaks freedom to my soul, declaring I’ve been redeemed.  Some songs bring me to a place where I’m asking my Lord to empty me, so I can be filled by Him.   Sometimes, when I sing all by myself, I can feel His presence with me, in fellowship, encouraging me to continue on just the way I am, that He has everything under control.  

I love the fact that sometimes I get a song stuck in my head and I just can’t stop singing it.  Music reminds me I’m fallible, but my God loves me anyway and that all He wants is my heart.  I’m encouraged to not give up the fight and that I am an overcomer.  It encourages me to reach out to someone who is hurting, and reminds me that I am the hands and feet of Jesus.   It tells me there are times when it’s okay to falls on my knees and worship Him, because I am in need of His strength to continue on.  

Music speaks life to me and encourages me to speak life to others.  To hold a hand, hug someone and encourage others. That I do not walk in this life alone and neither do others.  I’m encouraged to share myself with others.   I guess this is pretty much where I am right now.  I listen to the words of the songs and take something from them and keep it for me and many times, I share it with others.  Most folks don’t get it and I’m okay with that.  I kinda feel bad for them, because they are really missing out.  But, I'm just a seed planter, or the water girl, or maybe the weed puller, whatever He wants me to be to the person I’m standing in front of at the moment.  He uses music to move me there.  Try it, you’ll like it.  

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Waiting On The Living Water

by Gayle Thornberry



As I was reflecting on Jeremiah 2:13, I began thinking about fountains and cisterns.

"For My people have committed two evils: They have forsaken Me, the fountain of living waters, to hew for themselves cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold not water."

Fountains have a constant flow of fresh water, heaving upward toward heaven. Cisterns are filled with stored up run-off of old, often stagnant water, from past rain falls. With that in mind, I began to understand what God might have been saying about His people and the evil that they had committed.

There have been times in my life when I've had plenty of self-dug satisfactions that have done nothing more than leave me empty and dry . . . often even in the name of "doing God's good work." There have been times when I have not been patient enough to wait on the work of God. Times when I've prayed and God didn't speak soon enough to suit me. Or times when the enemy just flat-out lied to me and made me think I wasn't worthy of God's love, and so, with shovel in hand . . . I've dug cisterns to collect whatever I could to satisfy self. Those cisterns have looked like a lot of different things throughout my life, but never fountains of living water!

Looking back now, I can tell the difference between the times when I've been drinking living water, and when I've been drinking from my own self dug cisterns. Living water refreshes, while water from the cistern have left me weary and dry. Self-accomplishments will always do that, they just don't sustain long.

But, the greatest caution for me in this passage, is that God calls our self-dug cisterns "evil."  Scripture is filled with warnings about such events. For instance, when God’s children began building a tower to heaven, in order to make a name for themselves; or when God's people fashioned for themselves a golden calf in their impatience. Those are just two of the many, many examples.

It's only when I wait on God, when I depend on God, when I count on God, when I cast my cares upon God, when I trust God, when my all-in-all is God, that I am truly refreshed,  with a sustaining kind of refreshment. Because only when we drink of the water that God gives shall we never thirst again! (John 4:14)